Monday 31 December 2012

mini vacay with Mr. Boyfie ♥

This is a mini & first vacation for both of us. We are so looking forward for this vacation as we both are hard to see each other. He is in Puchong, KL while me in Ipoh. It was so hard for me. Miss him already now :(

30/12/2012

Pick him up around 10-ish at Tesco Station 18, Pengkalan because he wants to buy something. Wait for him in the car then off to McDonalds as I was craving for sausage McMuffin. Hihi. After that he drive to Lumut and reach there around 12.00pm. Wait for ferry and reach Pulau Pangkor around 1.00pm.

We have so much fun there. Mandi sekejap because he was too afraid kulit jadi gelap :p sorry sayang. After makan, then off to jetty. Waiting for the ferry and reach Lumut jetty around 7-ish.

I drive back to Ipoh and send him to his house. I wanna cry that time. Miss him already. Rasa kejap je :(

Thank you so much for this mini vacation sayang. I love you so much :')



Mr Boyfie.


AND . . . . 

He bought me this!! 


Thank you Baby!! I love you so muchhhhh!!!! ♥

Much love,
Tira.

Saturday 22 December 2012

22/12/2012

HAPPY ONE MONTHSARY BABY!! 


I’m never tired of falling in love with you. Happy One Monthsary, honey!


The most beautiful thing that had happened to me in my life is meeting you. From that day onwards I started believing in destiny. I love you and promise to continue doing so forever. 

Super duper happy girl right now,
Tira.

Wednesday 19 December 2012

Short trip

Hello everyone! i have been so busy. I dont have time to update my blog. Sorry.

1/12/2012 - 3/12/2012

Short trip to KL. Meet up my girls there and also my boyfie. HAPPY.


Meet up Dee & Eryn at Midvalley (1/12/2012)



Lepaking at I-City Shah Alam (1/12/2012)
Lepaking at The Curve (2/12/2012)
& meet up boyfie and his friends at TTDI Shah Alam.


Lepaking at Paradigm Mall with Dee (3/12/2012)
& back home.

Thanks for this lovely trip dear! 

15/12/2012 - 16/12/2012

1 night trip Star Cruise Penang


my room


Kak Aziah sons. 



Me, Kak Aziah & Kak Nora.



Much love,
Tira.

Saturday 24 November 2012

Thursday 22 November 2012

i'm somebody's GIRLFRIEND!!!

hello everyone!

still in shocked mode. lama dah entry ni simpan berhabuk kat draft. HAHAHA. i just wanna let you guys tahu me dah ada boipren. haaaaaa! gedik tak gedik tak? 

ramai sangat tanya bila hang nak ada boipren ni, haaa laa ni cek dah bagitau, suka tak? HAHA. 

yess! i'm somebody's girlfriend. long distance relationship ni. insyaAllah we can get through this kan sayang?

I love him, really really love him. he's so sweet. he understands me. laughing non stop bila on the phone dengan dia. 

May Allah bless this relationship. please pray for us guys. :)

Thank you all!

Much love, 
Tira.

Wednesday 14 November 2012

ILY KIFZ

our first conversation. i never thought u like me. ngeh2. <3

Much love,
Tira.

Friday 2 November 2012

2/11/2012

i'm still single. i'm not somebody's girlfriend. i'm not waiting for anyone.

our relationship as a FRIEND still go on. i need my time. not too rush la kalau nak bercinta. hope u understand me. if you found someone that can suit you, you are welcome to leave me. cause i really dont want you to wait for me.

Much love,
Tira


Monday 22 October 2012

Kau yang Terindah

Assalamualaikum.

Alhamdulillah...

 i'm so happy. dah lama dah tak ada perasaan ni. awak berjaya buat saya cair. awak berjaya buat saya percaya balik pada lelaki. awak berjaya happy kan saya. :)

tapi awak mengada-ngada. suka buli saya. geram jugak kadang-kadang. tapi saya suka. awak comel. hihi. haa, mesti perasan le tuu kan. :p

kita jauh la awak. saya takut long distance relationship ni. saya takut saya tak kuat :( macam mana yee?

saya ego, bila awak tanya soal perasaan, saya tak berani nak luah. saya takut hati saya sakit lagi macam dulu. so awak jangan marah kita k.

saya malu bila awak cakap saya ni crush awak. dari Foursquare lagi yee. serius saya tak perasan langsung kewujudan awak. HAHAHA. sorry tau. ;p

thanks for everything awak. K.I.F <3

Much love,
Tira.

Tuesday 2 October 2012

Belle's Wedding

Assalamualaikum & Hello to all my readers.

Last weekend i went to my friend's wedding. it was a lovely & romantic wedding. this was the first time i'm attending a chinese wedding. i was being so paranoid about what i wanna wear. so i end up, wearing a baju kurung. HAHAHAHA.

luckily, my mother's friend, Kak Farah, wanna make up me for this dinner. syukur Alhamdulillah. hihi. she's a Mak Andam, so i feel so like "AHHHHH, i ni nak kahwin dah ke?". stop ur verangan mode Tira. sorry2 :p

kita upload gambar sikit tau. serius memang ada sikit pun =,="




 Congrats Belle & Tony!! XD


Me & my close friend, Loo :)


Me & Khoo


Me & Ping - Ping

Before attend wedding, saya jumpa dengan kawan baik sayaaaaaaaaaaaa!!! love you guys so much! btw, thanks for the gift korang!! sangat-sangat suka!!!



Thanks for the baju korang! XD *hugs & kisses*

Much love,
Tira.

Monday 24 September 2012

make up

lama nya dah tak pakai heavy make up. wait naa, this coming saturday! hihi. nanti kita upload pictures. bagi korang bosan tengok :p HAHAHA.

Much love,
Tira

Tuesday 18 September 2012

hantaran kahwin

Assalamualaikum & salam sejahtera semua.

hari ni sangat-sangat penat tau. lepas balik dari kerja kena temankan Along dan tunang dia pergi beli barang hantaran. sebelum pukul 5, dorang dah terpacak dekat my office. huhu.

lepas je me punch card (terpaksa), kami semua terus ke Ipoh Parade untuk beli barang. Alhamdulillah, ada beberapa barang yang kami nak, ada. senang je. Allah permudahkan urusan kami. :)

selepas tu, kami pergi ke Aeon Station 18 untuk beli barang-barang lain jugak. kami makan malam dekat food court situ dan teruskan misi pencarian. dalam hati ni sakit je hati tengok, banyak pulak baju-baju & kasut yang cantik-cantik. T__T

dalam kul 9.00 malam, kami terus balik ke rumah. tapi sebelum tu kena singgah ambik my car dekat my office dulu, sebab pergi dengan 1 kereta tadi. hihi.

masa on the way balik tu, me memang dah tak larat. penyakit semput datang balik. kali ni memang teruk sangat. mak terpaksa urut dada & belakang me. i have no time nak pergi buat scan. abah bertegas ajak pergi hospital. tapi memikirkan keadaan hospital yang kena tunggu lama tu, batalkan je la niat nak pergi.

sakit-sakit ni tetap gagah kan diri untuk solat. time macam ni la kena ambik peluang. Allah bagi sakit sebab sayang. Allah nak uji kita. :)

Much love,
Tira.

Saturday 15 September 2012

15/9/2012


Bismillah, today is my first day wearing a hijab. i mean fully berhijab. this is for good. Alhamdulillah. Allah choose me to receive his Hidayah. nobody push me to wear a hijab. :) i feel so complete.

Much love,
Tira.

Friday 14 September 2012

change

Assalamualaikum & salam sejahtera untuk semua readers. kalau ada la :p hihi

hari ni rasa sangat sebak. rasa sebak bila melihat wajah kedua-dua ibu bapa saya. terlampau banyak dosa dah saya buat. entah kenapa hari ni rasa terlampau sangat sedih. kesian melihat kan kedua ibu bapa yang sembahyang dan mengerjakan ibadat tapi saya anak yang degil ni tetap heret mereka ke neraka. sebab utama adalah tak bertudung. sayu hati bila pikir macam tu.

entah kenapa hati ni meronta-ronta hendak berubah. hendak memakai tudung. bukan sebab nak tunjuk baik, tapi sebagai 1 tuntutan dalam Islam. sampai bila tak nak berubah? sampai bila nak free hair? sampai bila nak tambahkan dosa mak & abah? Ya Allah. sedih bila pikir.

bila my parents tanya, bila nak pakai tudung, jawapan saya, tunggu lepas kahwin. sekarang ni baru terpikir, dosa suami nak jaga, tapi ibu bapa yang bela kita dari kecik, kita tak nak jaga. betapa teruk rasa diri ni. kenapa tak nak jaga perasaan ibu bapa. kenapa?

Alhamdullilah, keputusan saya amik ni memang tak sia-sia. my bestfriends and friends support me no matter what. thank you guys. semoga Allah panjangkan umur anda semua, murahkan rezeki. kita sama-sama berubah ke arah kebaikan okay? Amin.

Ya Allah kau tetapkan la hati ni. jangan sesekali berpaling dari Mu. Amin. saya rasa tak perlu nak tunggu bulan 12 dah, kenapa nak tunggu lagi untuk berubah? terima kasih Ya Allah. Kau pilih diri ini untuk terima HidayahMu.

kepada semua yang baca ni, saya mintak maaf dari hujung rambut sampai hujung kaki, mungkin pernah menyakitkan hati anda semua. saya insan yang lemah, tak pernah lari dari melakukan kesilapan. doakan saya menjadi insan yang lebih baik. saya juga mendoakan anda menjadi seorang yang lebih baik.

kepada yang nak berubah tu, buat lah. jangan teragak-agak. saya pun macam anda. buat kena ikhlas. memang ramai yang akan perli/kutuk. tapi baik cantik dari sisi Allah daripada sisi manusia, betul tak?

Yang Ikhlas,
Tira.

Friday 7 September 2012

baby

i miss being called 'sayang' from that person that i love the most.

Much love, 
Tira. 

Wednesday 5 September 2012

bersabarlah wahai hati

bulan depan, genap setahun kami putus. terus terang cakap, ni merupakan break up yang paling susah nak dilupakan. terlampau banyak kenangan. manis dan pahit. hidup terumbang-ambing. rindu, sedih, marah, kecewa semua ada.

when we were together, this relationship banyak ajar me erti SABAR. before with him, me seorang panas baran, tapi lepas dengan dia, dah kurang. sangat-sangat. dengan dia jugak, me belajar untuk express perkataan 'i love you' dekat lelaki. you can ask him how frustrated he was when i tak reply balik cakap i love you dekat dia. i'm not good in expressing how i feel. booo tira! now dah okay, i can say it loud! LOL. this is not funny. okay okay. =.='

tipu kalau cakap tak rindu dia langsung, tipu kalau tak ada perasaan nak try call dia, tipu tak pergi ambil balik sweater dia & peluk sampai tertido, tipu kalau rasa nak pergi KL sangat2 & jumpa dia. Ya Allah, terseksa sangat bila ada perasaan tu.

akan terus bertambah sedih, bila kawan-kawan ingatkan pasal dia. tanya ada rindu atau tak, ada contact ke tak. tapi sebab ego, yes ego tau kawan-kawan. cakap tak ada. i'm okay la apa la. tak okay my dear friends! :'((  kawal perasaan tu. kawal sangat-sangat sebab tak nak u guys risau. :(

family. my parent suka sangat dekat my ex. he is the first guy yang my parent suka & okay. ingat senang nak dapat kepercayaan dorang? ingat senang laki nak datang my house? & paling penting, ingat senang my dad nak bagi lelaki sleep at my house? tak senang okay!

kadang-kadang terpikir, if dia sabar & percaya me lebih dari apa kawan-kawan dia cakap, confirm we still together. kalau u tak di batu api kan oleh perempuan tu, which is dah jadi ur gf now, sure u tak kan tinggalkan i. kenapa u ego? kenapa u salahkan i? kenapa u tak boleh tunggu i? kenapa?

kenapa lepas tiga tahun lebih kita dah together, baru sekarang u tuduh i curang? kenapa i tak curang dari dulu? kenapa bila u curang, u letak wallpaper & screen saver gambar perempuan lain, u tak pikir pasal i ni? ada i tak bagi u peluang? banyak dah i bersabar untuk u. just sebab mulut kawan u sorang tu, i terus dihukum macam ni?

kawan-kawan u cakap i curang, apa dorang buta? terus terang nampak u berchatting dengan girl lain panggil dear2, sayang. dorang tak tuduh u curang pulak? i ni yang takde bukti, tuduh macam tu je, cakap i curang? ini adil? adil sangat?

1 lagi, if betul sangat i curang, kenapa i sanggup pergi KL, celebrate your birthday walaupun time tu kita dah break? saje suka2 ke nak pergi sana? kenapa bila dah 6 bulan kita break up, baru u nak cari i? tapi u datang cari, sengaja nak sakitkan hati i. maki i? last2 u couple jugak dengan perempuan tu.

dari sudut hati ni memang ada rasa sayang lagi. me bukan seorang yang mudah jatuh cinta, susah nak percaya orang. susah nak terima lelaki dalam hidup. susah nak keluar dengan lelaki berdua. susah nak pergi berkenalan dengan lelaki. yee, korang boleh cakap me kolot. but that is me. if korang kenal rapat, korang boleh tahu about me.

before me and my ex together, ambil masa 6 bulan baru la me berani nak pergi jumpa dia. susah okay. lepas dah berjumpa lebih kurang sebulan, baru kami couple.

sekarang, me dah jumpa someone yang memenuhi apa yang me inginkan, tapi malang sekali. terlampau banyak perbezaan. he is a great guy, he knows how to tackle my heart. sumpah cair bila dia senyum. tapi tak kan bertahan lama. he will gone too. gonna leave me here. this year will be our last year together. dont know when we gonna meet again. kena bersedia. kuatkan hati ni. again. sigh,

entry kali ni memang emo. korang yang tak nak baca, boleh terus tekan X dekat atas belah kanan tu. okay?

P/s ; lari masuk toilet & nangis.

bye!

Siti Nurhaliza - Muara Hati

Much love,
Tira,



Wednesday 29 August 2012

oppa gangnam style

LOL! that was my first impression when my friend ask me to watch this video. haha! at first i think its kinda gross but when i watch it repeatedly its kinda interesting & funny! hihi. i try to search the parody version for this video and i found this!
cool huh? i miss my dance classsssssssssssssssss!!! haip! tutup mulut tuuu :p and this!
Anak Cucu Tok Harun! you guys rock!!!! HAHAHA. 

Much love,
Tira.

Tuesday 28 August 2012

happy Eidul Fitri :)

assalamualaikum & hello to everyone. been busy this few weeks. i hope its not too late to wish everyone Selamat Hari Raya, Maaf Zahir & Batin. its been awkward this year without a special boyfriend by my side. but yeah. life must go on. no preparation for raya this year. only one piece of baju kurung. i dont feel wanna celebrate this hari raya. last 3 years it was super excited because 'we' bought our baju raya together but this year i dont know. sigh.

but whatever it is, lets start a new journey. eh did i told u guys ada somebody nak merisik me? haha! but i dah reject dah. huhu. sekarang still tengah mengenali hati budi sesama sendiri. who knows lepas ni ada good news kan? HAHA! *gatal mode*

lets move on. oh yeaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhh. :)

Much love,
Tira.

Tuesday 14 August 2012

independent

i already bought myself Samsung Galaxy SII. white color. so happy! hihi. 

hari ni macam tetiba teringat ex boyfriend. so nak bagi lagu ni kat you tauuuuuuu. 
HAHAHAHA.

Alicia Keys - Karma
Much love,
Tira.

Thursday 9 August 2012

random

"if you meet others that look like me, will you reminded of me?"
"if you listen to songs i've listened to, will you reminded of me?"

Much love,
Tira.

Friday 3 August 2012

Step Up - Revolution

hello my dear readers,
last night i went to watch Step Up Revolution with my dream boy  bestfriend,. hehe. :p the movie was okay for me. the hero is so yummy. HAHA. but as for me, its kinda frustrated because i wanna watch Moose's dancing. his part sangat sikit in this movie. so sad. :( 


my baby Moose wearing the white T'shirt :p 

after we watch the movie, we went home. we go separate car, so its kinda easy for him to go back early. pity him always have to pick me up & send me home. sorry my dear :p 

as i reach home, my sister told me that my friend had an accident, so i'm rushing to the hospital to see her. but unfortunately, the doctor & nurses dont allow me to see her. so sad. i sit there and wait for her until i dont know what time. and i decided to go back home because i'm working today. guys, please pray for my friends because one of them, his kepala kena kaca. i dont know whether he can be save or not. 

my head is so dizzy right now. so sleepy. i wanna sleep. wuwuwu, :( 

p/s ; plus, i'm always forget to snap picture with my bestfriend. dah la this year will be his last year staying here. i wanna go with you. :"((( 

Much love,
Tira.



Monday 30 July 2012

pity you

i know you are sad right now. i hope you are okay. tapi kan, why you wanna sad? you also cheat on me so many times before. now you know how i feel kan? pity you boy,  at the same time. i wanna laugh when i think about this! sigh. i'm so sorry. i just cant control myself. hihi. :p

Much love,
Tira.

Thursday 26 July 2012

unexpected

i received a bucket of red roses from someone & a card. but tak ada tulis pun siapa yang bagi. i was so confused. i dont know who gave me this flowers. sigh.


card tu tulis, 

"sara satira, 
until now i still faithfully with you, 
sara satira, forgive me...
i'm still love you"

Much love,
Tira.

Tuesday 24 July 2012

sad

WHY YOU DONT REPLY MY WHATSAPP? 
I IS SO SAD RIGHT NOW! 
IF YOU DONT WANNA BE FRIEND WITH ME ANYMORE, JUST TELL ME. 
DONT TREAT ME LIKE THIS.


Much love,
Tira.


Saturday 21 July 2012

Ramadhan

selamat berpuasa guys! 

Much love,
Tira.

same

hey you, i thought you're different from others. but i'm totally wrong. what did i do to you? why you treat me like this? why you dont care about my feeling? why? why? why?

i give you everything. but you dont see it or you pretend you dont see it. you've changed. yes you are. 

from now on, i'm gonna stop thinking that you're better than other guy, and the most important is, i'm gonna stop loving you. you broke my heart so many times. but i'm still stupid. i believe in you. 

its hard to do this, i'm gonna let you go. just pretend nothing happen between us. i hope you are happy. i hope you are satisfy what you get before this. 

you mean nothing to me. 


Much love,
Tira.

Wednesday 18 July 2012

butterfly

Butterfly - Melly & Andhika Pratama.
butterfly fly away so high, 
as high as hopes i pray,
to come & reach for you,
rescuing your soul,
that precious messed up false me & you.
i still remember the feeling i felt when i first started talking to YOU! :)
Much love,
Tira

Monday 16 July 2012

new bestfriend

this is my new bestfriend. 
TADAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA


Bio Essence Tanaka White.

Much love,
Tira

Saturday 14 July 2012

toy

someone dah ada girlfriend baru. fuyooo. memang tak boleh pakai mamat macam ni. semoga berbahagia erk kalian. bestfriend konon. tak nak perempuan tua ni. apa lagi la kau kutuk girl tu. last-last kau couple jugak dengan dia. loser gila. sumpah/janji Mr A ni memang tak boleh pakai.

semoga pasangan Mr. A & Miss A ni berkekalan & berbahagia.
sesuai sangat. nama pun double A.
jangan propa macam double A tu sudah. 
HAHAHA. 
okaybye!

Much love,
Tira.

Friday 13 July 2012

Thursday 12 July 2012

dream


mana nak cari this design heh? i want handbag mcm ni. anyone? 

Much love,
Tira.

Wednesday 11 July 2012

'close friend'

I'm trying my best to hide it, it’s hard just being your friend when deep down I know I love you.


Cheryl Cole - Parachute
Much love,
Tira.

Sunday 8 July 2012

girlfriends

special thanks to Dee and Eryn sebab memBAHANkan i dengan perkataan BERLAJAR. haha. siot je korang nak kenakan i. lepas tu si Dee confident je nak kenakan i, last-last dia typo jugak. CIKGI CIKGI! hahaha! i laugh non stop weh. thanks korang sebab cheer me up. hihi.

LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH! 

Much love,
Tira

Friday 6 July 2012

kawal

hello semua. cewah perasan je. macam la ada orang baca/stalk blog kita. :p hihi.

ramai kawan-kawan selalu cakap, dorang respect tira sebab sentiasa cool atau happy je, walaupun orang dah malukan tira, buat fitnah, tipu tira & macam-macam lagi la. tapi tira relax je, tak pergi serang siapa-siapa pun. ada jugak cakap yang tira ni penakut. tak berani serang. siapa cakap? tira pernah serang okay! huhu. tapi tu memang dah tahap tak boleh sabar sangat-sangat. thats why la.

tira rasa tira seorang yang penyabar. *mungkin* still boleh diamkan diri. boleh lagi berfikir untuk maafkan orang. tak sekejam yang korang sangkakan. normal la maki hamun dekat twitter tu kan, tapi tak membabitkan nama siapa-siapa pun. kira monolog dengan diri sendiri.

tira tau, ada kalangan kawan-kawan & ex boyfriend tipu tira dulu, tira tau pasal benda tu. tapi tira tak nak panjangkan cerita sangat. tira diamkan diri. tira still terima dorang walaupun banyak kali sakit hati. tira still layan dorang macam dorang tak pernah buat salah. tapi still, dorang tak appreciate. buat jugak benda sama. tapi apakan daya, dah tabiat kot suka tipu orang heh? hihi. *joke*

kadang-kadang pernah terfikir, kenapa ex boyfriend curang dengan tira heh? tira tak pernah ada scandal dengan orang lain.  tak pernah keluar dengan lelaki lain TANPA pengetahuan dia. uhmmm, siapa salah dalam hal ni? curious*

okay la, korang mesti rasa entri kali ni macam entah apa-apa kan. sorry if membosankan. apa boleh buat. hidup single. kalau ada boyfriend, mesti cerita pasal boyfriend je sampai korang rasa meluat dah nak baca. HAHA.

Much love,
Tira.

Thursday 5 July 2012

hey you!

someday you will miss me like i missed you,
someday you will need me like i needed you,
someday you will love me, 
but 
i wont love you anymore.

Much love,
Tira.

Wednesday 4 July 2012

karma

i know this is so not good. but Alhamdulillah. satu - satu orang yang aniaya me dulu, dah terima balasan. 
terima kasih Ya Allah. :)

untung jadi orang banyak bersabar. diamkan je apa orang buat dekat kita. sebab one day, 
Allah akan balas apa yang orang tu buat dekat kita. 

SABAR :D

Much love
Tira.

Saturday 30 June 2012

Thursday 28 June 2012

mistake

something happen tonight. i'm not sure whether this is right or wrong. i had fun but at the same time i feel regret. sigh.

whatever it is, this is a mistake & it shouldn't happen again. *fingercrossed*

BUT

whatever it is. wo ai ni friend


p/s ; please learn how to express your feeling towards me. just tell me if you miss me. that the best thing i wanna heard from you. hihi.

good night & sweet dreams :)

Much love,
Tira.

Wednesday 27 June 2012

dear ...

future boyfriend,

i want a boyfriend that loves me as I am,
but somehow still inspires me to be a better person.

Much love,
Tira.

Monday 25 June 2012

quote

you know my name, not my story. 
you've heard what i've done, not what i've been through.
 stop judging me.

Much love,
Tira.

Saturday 23 June 2012

Friday 22 June 2012

fool

tertipu oleh somebody yang dia dah kena transfer pergi Manjung, but actually tak kena pun. pagi-pagi dah received call dari dia! yeayyyyyyyyyyyyyy!! so happy. see you on Monday! :)


xoxo

Much love,
Tira.

Thursday 21 June 2012

gone

baru tahu hari ni sebenarnya you dah kena transfer pergi Manjung. tu pun dari someone else. you know how sad i am. so sorry all the things i did to you. 

can we still be friend? T_T

Much love,
Tira.

Wednesday 20 June 2012

miss

2 days i didnt see your face. where have you been? 

i miss you right now. T_T

Much love,
Tira.

Tuesday 19 June 2012

bright side

i didn't notice this before. but i'm glad i did now. it was really a good decision when i break up with you, i feel so free right now. i can see many of my friends, even people that i never meet, really care about me! i lost you, but a lot of people come into my life and cheer me up. why i should be sad anymore? hihi.

HAPPY GIRL ! 


Big Bang - Fantastic Baby!

Much love,
Tira.

Monday 18 June 2012

quote

I may regret the way we ended, but I'll never regret what we had. 

Much love, 
Tira


hard

i really want you in my life, but it was so hard. i'm so sorry because i have this kind of feeling towards you &
i hope you understand my situation :(


Much love,
Tira.

Sunday 17 June 2012

excited

Jehan Miskin

Caprice & Diana Danielle

Elfira Loy

Much love,
Tira.

Friday 15 June 2012

gossip girl

i'm so addicted with this movie. GOSSIP GIRL! tak sangka this movie sangat best! hihi. 


plus i suka this actor sebab muka dia sama dengan my crush! haha. tapi sayang, kitorang tak boleh together. i'm so sad :(


hensem kan. muka my crush sama macam ni la. tp dia lagi kurus & tak ada jambangggggggg :p hihi

it hurts me when i can't have something/someone that i like/love in my life. damn it!!!!

Much love,
Tira.

Thursday 14 June 2012

i hate june.

hello everyone, thanks because you guys willing to spend your time to read my blog. hihi.

this month is not a very good month for me i guess. so many problem happen in this month. i tried to be strong. i hope i'm strong enough. everyone that i love needs me. its kinda sad because when they need me when they are sad or have a bad feeling, i will be there for them. but when it comes to me, i have to find them. like a beggar! i do understand some of my friends have their own responsibility. i dont blame them. but yeah whatever, just ignore. hihi.

it hurts me sometimes because most of my friends already married, engaged and have a boyfriend & everyone is so busy with their relationships. i wanna be happy like them. but i just dont see or meet any perfect man/guy for me. most of them just wanna have fun & not serious. its just gonna waste my time.

am i a materialistic girl? homai! if i am a materialistic girl, why i wanna be friend with you guys? i should find any anak Dato' or Dato' and be friends with them. i dont know why they keep saying me like that. & one thing, if your friends give you bad influence, its simple. just not follow what they do. the important is, YOURSELF. if you wanna follow them and be like them, its your choice. not because they push or ask you. you can protect yourself. why wanna blame others?

i'm so blissful with what i have now. i have my own car at the age 21 years old!! i bought it by myself! so shut the fuck up if you dont have. i know its kinda rude. but see yourself before you wanna talk about others. i dont live in this world to please anyone. just because i'm happy & laugh 24/7, doesnt mean i dont have any feeling. i do have so many problems. but life go on. try to settle it slowly. and the important is, ask our God to help us. he will listen and help us. Insya Allah. :)

Much love,
Tira.

Wednesday 13 June 2012

dilema

i dont know what to do. i dont know what is the best for me right now. i dont know which one to choose. there are two interview right now. 1 from government, the other 1, stewardess for Air Asia. headache la. 

deep inside tell me not to go. if i go, i cant meet Loo & my other bffs as frequent right now, or we will hardly to meet again. sigh. but this is my future. im so sad right now. someone please help me. :(

Much love,
Tira.


Tuesday 12 June 2012

design baju raya


maybe akan buat design baju raya macam ni kot. amacam?? okay tak? :p hihi



Siti Nurhaliza - Mulanya Cinta

Much love,
Tira.

Saturday 9 June 2012

happy convocation's day Tira :)

Alhamdulillah. today is my graduation's day, thanks for the sweet memories dear friends. thanks for the flowers. thank you so much :) i'm gonna miss you guys so much! friends forever. :)








Much love,
Tira.

Thursday 7 June 2012

single quote

i'm single by choice, and I will continue to be till I meet someone that deserves me. 

Much love,
Tira.

Wednesday 6 June 2012

lazy

malas nak update blog la sekarang ni. nak kata kerja banyak, tak ada plak. tapi malas la. upload gambar je boleh tak korang? hik hik hik. :p









i love my bff! :)

Much love,
Tira

Friday 1 June 2012

make up tutorial

this is the simplest and one of my favourite make up tutorial. special thanks to my bff, Nadira Zalila. because u gave me this video. hihi. i really like this video because she use the red lipstick which is my favourite lipstick color ever! haha. enjoy guys :)


Much love,
Tira.

Wednesday 30 May 2012

shock

Ya Allah, masa entry ni ditulis memang masih lagi terkejut dan rasa sangat-sangat takut. semalam pergi Mydin. tengah jalan-jalan dekat dalam tu, tiba-tiba nampak this guy naik escalator. dari belakang, memang sama sangat  macam my ex. gaya rambut, cara pakai macam mana, memang SAMA! kalau tengok dari tepi, memang sama la bentuk muka. time tu usah cakap apa nak rasa. rasa nak nangis okay!

and then i told my mum, tak nak lalu depan tu. but my mom insist nak lalu jugak. lagi la rasa jantung macam nak tercabut. sigh. memang langsung tak pandang dia, last-last dia toleh muka, Ya Allah, lega gila. bukan my ex. kalau dia la kat depan mata. tak tau la macam mana nak handle myself. tolong la Ya Allah jangan uji macam ni. tolonglah jauhkan diri ni dari dia. bayang-bayang pun tak nak dah.

Much love,
Tira.

Tuesday 29 May 2012

single life

ramai tanya me, seronok ke jadi single? tak sunyi ke tak ada bf? tak bosan ke tak ada siapa-siapa nak text or call? kebanyakkan yang tanya ni adalah dari golongan lelaki. hihi. so here the answers k :)

tipu kalau cakap tak rasa lonely. haaa. diam, belum habis cakap lagi. memang lonely, tapi boleh dikatakan 10% je. sebab sekarang ni bukan zaman dulu. ni dah zaman moden, ada internet, tv color, astro. hihi. boleh je tengok semua benda-benda tu bila boring kan. lagipun time single macam ni dapat layan tv dengan tenang sebab tak perlu nak tengok tv sambil sms kan :p hihi. 

waktu tido pun cukup, tak perlu pikir nak call bf tengah-tengah malam, tak ada la nak text sampai 2 2 tertido. haha. lepas tu esok pagi kena pujuk sebab tertido kan. sekarang ni tak ada. boleh tido sesuka hati, bila-bila masa tanpa rasa bimbang. hihi. 

bil handphone sangat-sangat jimat!! sebab tak selalu text and call. haha. this is the best part eventhough sebelum ni my ex yang bayar semua . ops. hihi. sekarang dah jadi tanggungjawab sendiri. seronok tengok bil handphone yang sikit je. hihi.

bebas! bebas nak buat apa, bebas nak keluar bila-bila, bebas nak keluar dengan siapa, bebas nak pakai apa. memang bebas semua la. sebab if ada bf, kita nak kena jaga perasaan dia, tak boleh nak buat sesuka hati. kena pikir pasal perasaan dia. naaa, tapi hidup single tak perlu. kita boleh buat sesuka hati. hihi.

nak pergi bercuti pun senang jugak, sebab if pergi berdua macam kena pikir macam-macam kan. macam my ex dulu, apa yang nak bawa, me yang bagitau n organise. so kena pikir 2 2 agak pening la. tapi sekarang tak ada lagi! sebab me just pikir baju me je. nak siap-siap awal pagi sebelum pergi pun takpe. sebab tak perlu pening nak pikir pasal orang lain. hihi.

haaa, dah tau kan? so single life memang seronok TAPI yang dah ada bf/gf yang baca ni, jangan la korang pergi break up plak. this is my personal opinion okay. :) 

take care guys.

Much love,
Tira,

current feeling

i'm moving on. no more waiting, no more hurt. if you wanted me, you could've had me, but you didn't. you blew your chance.

its crazy how when they need u you're always here but when u need them they just disappear.

one day, you will realize how much i was there for you when i'm gone.
Much love,
Tira.

Monday 28 May 2012

hindustan

lama gila tak layan cerita hindustan. so last saturday i tengok this movie "Om Shanti Om". it was the best movie ever sebab ada all actress and actors yang pernah colaborate dengan Shah Rukh Khan before this. eh wait. SHAH RUKH KHAN??? homai. he is so fucking hot in this movie. 6 pack dowh! hahaha. :p


OMGGGGGGGG!! :p

Much love,
Tira.

Saturday 26 May 2012

believe

so today still not feeling well. hopefully im gonna get well soon. its kinda sad because Loo is not here today. because he has to go back to KL which i dont know why he's leaving today. *sad*

btw, i dah unblock my ex boyfriend from my FB account. i dont wanna hold my feeling towards him. i'm gonna let him go from my life. i think this is the right time. we dont have jodoh anymore. whatever it is, i hope you're happy with your life. please just stop telling others about me. we are not that young anymore. lets be mature k.

right now i dont have any feeling towards any guys. i just wanna be friend. i close my heart to anyone right now. so cheers :)

Much love,
Tira.

Friday 25 May 2012

frustrated

i'm so frustrated today. tak dapat puasa. i'm not feeling well. fever + flu + athma + sore throat. uhmmm. bencinyaaaaaa :(

p/s : You miss me but you were the one who left me. What the fuck?


Much love,
Tira.

Thursday 24 May 2012

tentang rasa

i was so happy yesterday when Aznan and Firdaus helped me out to repair my car's bonet. i owe them so much! thanks. and not to be forgotten, Loo also help me too. he helps me to find my car anthena. i still owe him the treat until now. wait for my gaji okay! hihi. sorry. :p 

last night i went to Mydin for berbuka puasa. i ate nasi ayam *the soup taste plain water, the chicken is so masin*. after we bought groceries, i want to put the groceries in my car's bonet, and you know what? the absorber of my car's bonet, tercabut! and the bonet hit my shoulder! so tell me apa i rasa? so f-ing hurt okay! until now. hopefully tak swollen sangat today because i'm too lazy to go to the clinic.

hari ni hari ketiga puasa. will continue until tomorrow, stop saturday and sunday because i have kenduri to attend. next week insyaAllah akan continue puasa lagi. :) wee. diet mode on! :p


Astrid - tentang rasa

Much love, 
Tira.

Wednesday 23 May 2012

adorable


DYTM Raja Muda Perak and his wife.
OMG! his son and daughter are so adorable! so cute! i love their skin. so flawless! :)

Much love, 
Tira.

2nd Rejab

Alhamdullilah. semalam berjaya habiskan 1 hari puasa. hari ni puasa jugak lagi. tapi sakit perut sangat-sangat sekarang ni. sigh. but whatever it is, i still wanna puasa today. LOL.

Last night berbuka dekat rumah dulu, makan nasi, sup sayur and udang masak sambal. hihi. and then keluar dengan my BFF, Syamira sebab dia teringin nak makan laksa. so we went to Oldtown White Coffee. weeee! hihi.





i dont have a flawless skin. but im proud of myself :) i have a skin problem.

Much love,
Tira.